Dear Tara, Today, my sweet baby girl, you turn 6. SIX! Where on earth has that time gone to, it was only yesterday I heard you cry for the first time, I swear. But no. The Birthday Fairy came and agreed that you could turn Six and so we are celebrating! You got the present [...]
Christmas is coming. I’ve not done a thing. Nothing, Nada, Zip. So, instead of rushing out and buying random stuffs for people and then loosing track of everything, I thought I would start a new linky! Avery is not here, and while I will still buy him presents this year, I won’t be able to [...]
I am here. It was Tara’s party yesterday and I am now recovering! Regularly scheduled blogging will return soon.
How did I get to this place? Who drew me a mud map with such messed up life roads? Tonight I lay in bed, struggling to concentrate, headache and nausea still following me. Stress of planning a party that I can’t postpone but don’t have a wet weather venue prepared as backup. Has anyone seen [...]
The weather is making me restless. The wind whistles its way deep against my bones. I feel angsty and on edge. I’ve never much liked the wind. It seems worse now. I can’t help but feel that this is one of the side effects from the Zoloft. I can latch onto my emotions at the [...]
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It’s Things I Know Friday! Playing along with Yay For Home! So here is what I know this week! Fake nails are so pretty! but OMG they were rough and my fingers are so sore! I can be a pretty impressive shopper some times. Party Dress for tomorrow night – 50% off the sale price. [...]
Pick me up Throw me down Turn that smile Upside down Take my heart Roll it in dirt Stomp and pounce Make it hurt Induce the panic Every cell on call Alert in fear Happiness stalls Exhaustion visits Does not leave A mother in turmoil Left to grieve Tired of crying Exhausted smiles Shattered to [...]
I am thankful for my mum. I am thankful for my sister. I am thankful for my extended family. I am thankful for trips to my hometown where I can spend time with each of them and hug them and enjoy the company surrounding us. I am thankful for the sharing of meals and laughter [...]
Baby loss grief brings up lots of things in your mind, and for me, it brings out a side of me I really don’t like and spend a lot of time trying to fight back, change and stuff back into a box. But I guess that’s something about grief, it’s not rational. No matter how [...]
