It has been warming up in my head again, and I am finding the urge to blog some more.  I thought I should just try and let it all spill out so that I can get words flowing again, and up on this page.  Hopefully it helps.

Thank you to everyone who has checked in on me on the Facebook Page and via Email.  It is really appreciated.  I know I am connected to so many of you.

Things are going well.  I am in my third trimester with FawnChild and am constantly being kicked and headbutted in the ribs.  Little one is breech at the moment, hence the headbutting.  I am out of breath, not too uncomfortable, but constantly nauseous.  I had a scan the other week and was surprised by the Sonographer with a 3D style scan.

Avery’s nose and Tara’s hair.  The scanner showed us a picture of a full head of hair at the back. I will be excited to see if the babies come out that way!

We are on the tail end of this pregnancy and time is hurting forward now.  Though the denial is strong.  Sometimes I just cannot believe I am actually pregnant, and if it was not for the jabbing sensation in my stomach, I could easily forget I am.

Tara is wonderful, feisty and a total handful, but we are all doing well.  School holidays test us all sometimes.  She loves spending time with the extended family - nanna especially.  I got a camera recently and she has loved posing for photo shoots.  Once I get the new lens and get used to the DSLR manual functions I hope the photos get even better!

Friends and I are in planning stages for the Mother-of-all-Baby-Showers.  Though, I have kept myself away from most of the plans. I am trying to restrain my control freak side!  Do you have any ideas for baby showers?  I would LOVE to know more!!

I am fantasising lots about the different baby carriers I will be able to use for FawnChild too.  I am in contact with a couple of different creators to try and build up my stash.  I am just a wee bit excited about the prospects.

I guess that boils down to hope.

After my tooth abscess and subsequent extractions, I have been taking it pretty easy.  As easy as you can when you are in a state of fear driven denial.  I am sure I will get there.

I am hoping I can keep the mojo up and running in my head and out onto this blog.  No guarantees, but I will try.  I am here, just had to take a step back from all the eyes.

Don’t forget to stop by the FB page though…