The weather is making me restless. The wind whistles its way deep against my bones. I feel angsty and on edge. I’ve never much liked the wind. It seems worse now. I can’t help but feel that this is one of the side effects from the Zoloft. I can latch onto my emotions at the [...]

Dear Avery, It has been 4 months.  4 months with you in my heart but not in my arms. It’s been easier, but not without trials.  I guess that will always be the way, though. It can be so hard, being the mother of a Spirit Baby.  I can’t share things I want to share, [...]

Another Day of NaNoWriMo! The doppler was brought out to take the baby’s heart rate. I could hear it nice and strong. Bahdum Bahdum Bahdum. It had been used a few times through the labour and I loved hearing the sound of the pulsing beat. Bahdum Bahdum Bahdum. It had been so hard to hear [...]

3 Blog posts in a day? ooops… but I promised to share something each day I write.  Here is a snippet of day two of NaNoWriMo Soon I realised that the pool was filled and I was certainly ready to slip into the warm water. In fact, I had fantasised about the water and could [...]

NaNoWriMo started today and so I headed off to our leader’s house to attend a Write In.  I thought I might share an excerpt each day (that I write) of what I have written.  Here is today’s: I always saw him as a little bear. Never as a big bear, never as an adult bear. [...]

No. Not THAT sort of house keeping.  Bloggy House Keeping. I need to sort some of the stuff out on this blog.  I have been reading all of the posts from people like Where’s My Glow, Kate Says Stuff (I mean, Picklebums!), Yay For Home et al about what they took away from the Pro [...]

It is start of the working week and the snowball of appointments and general ‘stuff’ to do this week just adds up!  It’s a little bit daunting looking down the barrel of the calendar to see all that needs to be accomplished, and then when you think of everything that has NOT been written on [...]