I seem to be sick again. It started suddenly.  Yesterday afternoon at 2pm with fevers in Bunnings.  First I was cold.  And then I was freezing.  And then I was beyond freezing.  Sitting in the car with the heater blaring directly on me, I still could not warm up. Got home and threw myself into [...]

Today I had another Psych appointment.  I have been under the care of a Psychiatrist since my second stay in hospital with the hospital/local Mental Health Clinic.  I also have a Social worker here as well – she is my case manager so to speak.  On top of this I also have SIDS and Kids [...]

I get called strong quite a lot. I can understand why people think that I am strong, but sometimes I wonder if I really am. I don’t feel strong.  Not at all.  I sometimes feel as though the weight of everything pushes my feet so heavy into the earth my knees start to buckle and [...]

Today I had a doctors appointment. Cue waiting room and one crying newborn in the drs rooms. Cue another newborn arriving in a baby capsule with mama to in waiting room with me. Cue extra newborn arriving in the stroller and the mum wheeling it up and down the surgery trying to keep baby asleep. [...]

I woke up. I had a headache. Tara made the morning feel impossible. Cleaned the house… …so the cleaner could come. Went to bed. Got up. Cried tears of happiness.  Tears of Pain. Ate something. Went to sleep. Tara came home. She played. I put dinner in the oven. Served dinner. Made Costume for book [...]

We made the decision to keep the Divine Miss T home from school today.  It took me a long time to wake her this morning, then when she was up she was complaining of a sore eye, while hacking up a lung any time she tried to breath – followed by a runny nose faster [...]

Some days it is just a bit harder to hold your head above water – and that is what it has been like for me the last couple of weeks.  I’ve not been well, sinuses are playing up, I am exhausted, Miss T had gastro, I’m planning the mother of all parties for Sunday and [...]